December 2011
3 posts
Would best not to be around them. They shall not bring me any lower. Never!
November 2011
14 posts
I finished the whole pizza all by myself! That’s just for dinner. & no I don’t feel like puking out. Gasp!
I am very nervous to get back to responsibilities (sigh).
It’s 2.30am & fucking hungry. & with the dogs are howling outside, I’m so not going down to the kitchen. Creepeh!
I’m seeing numbers. Been doing data collective assignment & I’m so dumb to use the excel worksheet so I did it manually. & of course I had thousands of data to analyze whatnot. Not to mention tons of scientific journals I read before & after. In bed now with these stained yellow old pages to take my mind off things. Things in particular, with him. Hm.
Even simplest things at home make me a happy kid. This is way better than Happy Meal! When friends let you down, run home! It’s always gonna get better there.
Epic, dude!
October 2011
7 posts
Rindu lab. Rindu Miss Oai, Kak Mala & Kak Nita. Rindu Amoi & Boss jugak! Rindu buat coffee sambil gossip pagi pagi. Rindu streak plates yang banyak nak mampos tu. Rindu semua la. Part paling best ialah part balik, sebab dari Penang to Sungai Petani aku akan mengelamun pasal hidup sebelum & selepas. Deep gila time tu. I miss the feeling surrounded by people, by strangers who smile...
soultune.
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Such a fair game. Why cry?
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Thursday, 20/10 — I know I can never tell you go. Never. Your hands in mine.
Most of you, are me. Heh!
View from the sixth floor, having warm refilling green tea during the heavy pour.
back to nature, even though it’ll ge lonelier than ever — I think I’ll just have to make myself proud.
September 2011
1 post
July 2011
6 posts
I am The Believer: 12 Rasulullah's Favorite Foods →
believeinmyfaith:
1) Milk:
“Milk wipes away heat from the heart just as the finger.” It strengthens the back, improves the brain, renews vision and drives away forgetfulness. 2) Honey:
Honey is a remedy for every illness and the Quran is a remedy for all illness of the mind therefore i recommend to you…
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I wish I have boxes of cigarettes right about now. & good companion is an option.
I don’t mind keeping things to myself but sometimes, it gets lonelier.
At the end of the day I’m grateful for who I am & thankful for all that I have. The family, the friends & everthing in between. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.
you said you’ll be there. no, you didn’t.
June 2011
4 posts
Forever wishlist.
I want a small celebration for my birthday. The last time I had a cake for myself was 16 years ago. Now, no one cares.
Reaching up.
So, what’s best for me? Do as they say? I feel so helpless every time they do that to me. I’m tired of being noted as someone else’s daughter. I wanna be known for myself. I want to do what I like.
Not so stoned ;)
May 2011
5 posts
every, every..
I think I’m okay, travelling like this everyday. I think.
twelve days.
Thanks for everything Miss V!
been good huh, Monday?
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one week after, things should be okay.. perhaps.
I hate working here, seriously. I hate waking up so early to catch up the bus. I hate everything about it :(
April 2011
14 posts
Anonymous asked: is missing. wish I could spend more time.
...till it happens to you
sedih lepas ni mungkin dah tak dapat jumpa hari-hari, sentap-menyentap, dah tak dapat nak curi makan dari pinggan korang, tak dapat nak lepak lab 3 hari tak mandi, tak dapat nak gigih sama-sama naik train nak naik bas nak boat semata-mata nak makan sedap, paling sedih bila dah tak dapat nak golek-golek muntah-muntah sebab mabuk laut, bukak je khemah nampak laut terus terjun tak gosok gigi...
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they are, or rather these are the reasons I put on loads of weight but with love! whom I can always ask for a peek in the cheek — with them :)
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matching rusty pink. love!
menulis essay panjang-panjang tiap kali exam macam ni-lah jadinya. sememeh ink merata tempat. kadang-kadang kat muka pun ada. tsk!
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cubaan memasak di dalam lab. *hellyes*
bubur + ikan bilis goreng kicap. I’m a fan of bubur, taaaaapi! ikan bilis gorang kicap sangat yumsy ye. Teehee! Thanks to them, you-know-who-you are :)